This is us ROB.............
I'll never forget the way you looked When I saw you there that night; The way you just seemed to glow, In the warm and gentle light.
If every time you crossed my mind, a drop of rain should fall, We could swim forever, i the greatest ocean of them all.
And if every time I needed you, A bird sang its song ..........Our symphony would keep on playing long after we are gone. If every time I dreamed your face, A flower bloomed anew, I could walk eternallyin my garden next to you.
If every time I imagined your smile, a star was placed in sight, Darkness would never fall upon our love's endless light.
And if every time I needed you, A bird sang its song Our symphony would keep on playing long after we are gone.......................

JUST A THOUGHT

I find it so Ironic, that some would use a Memorial Guest Book to throw out jabs and lies.First, it was a fake Text Message on a recent blog....................if anyone knew Rob, we all know when he text Messaged, he couldn't spell worth shit and he DEFINATELY, did not use punctuations.....................Secondly, which was it? Was he going to Delaware, or was it California? WE all know when Rob got mad, he said things he did not mean............he always at a hidden agenda.....MONEY.........Rob wasn't going anywhere and as far as wanting to be a DADDY, he definately wasn't going to play daddy to a child who's paternity was in question...........maybe afterwards............Rob was not leaving me................he may of said that to a few of his friend's..................especially when he was throwing a tantrum..............................., but NO, he was not going anywhere...........Rob was a very sick man..........................it is just sad, that everyone who keeps fighting to be number one in his life, were not important enough...........including myself...........to prevent what he ultimately did........................Family, Friends, Children, Ex girlfriends and Me....................we could do nothing to help him.It is a tragedy and he will truly be missed. We should all live life like he did................carefree and an endless sense of humor......................

HERE WITHOUT YOU

A hundred days had made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face. A thousand lights had made me colder And I don’t think I can look at this the same, But all the miles had separate ,They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face. I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind, I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time. I’m here without you baby but, your still with me in my dreams, And tonight it’s only you and me.The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello. I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go.I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time. I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me. Everything I know, and anywhere I go, It gets hard but it won’t take away my love And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done it gets hard but it won’t take away my love.........I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind, I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time. I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me. I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams But tonight girl it’s only you and me...........

TATTOOS

These are Rob's tat's. The one on his thigh, we were in Tennessee when he got this tattoo. The viking girl was blonde, but he made her a red head..........like me. The other tattoo, he already had, but he put a Rose in her hand when we were in Connecticut. He wanted a Rose in her hand to remind him of Me..................

MEMORIES

I remember our first date..............you were under Mark's screen name and told me that you had thought "Rob" liked me. You gave yourself away and we started chatting. We went to Delaware and we were going to take the ferry over to the other side. We almost got into trouble for public lewdness...............the old man kept following us around and got upset cause we were hugging and kissing next to your car. It was so funny. We had a great day and an even better Night. You and I were talking about the first time you seen me at Fireside and I was laughing about your T Shirt that said ASK ME ABOUT MY PENIS. I found that T shirt and saved it, along with a lot of other things you had bought for me. I still have the very first Rose that you bought me. We were laughing because I had said well you looked at me out of the corner of you eye at Fireside because you didn't want ot get into trouble for drooling over me while you were with YOU KNOW WHO...........................

This is a picture of Rob and I on my birthday. He and I were happy because I was pregnant. He said I was glowing.................
This is Rob and I on the beach during a sunrise at Ocean City.
I miss you baby.

Robert M. Robert M. Mangiafico, 37, of New Britain, died unexpectedly Monday (March 17, 2008), in Lynn, MA. Robert was born in New Britain and was the son of Sebastian "Bob" Mangiafico and Marie Schreiber and her daughter, Evalynn of Cromwell and his mother, Mary Jane (Serra) Mangiafico of New Britain. He worked as a machinist for Tim's Auto Body. Robert was a graduate of Cromwell High School, Class of 1989 and was an avid outdoorsman and motorcyclist. In addition to his father and mother, Robert is survived by his brother Jaime Mangiafico and his wife, Lynn, two nieces, Paige and Catalina Mangiafico and one nephew, Tristain Mangiafico, all of Bristol, his maternal grandfather Patsy Serra of New Britain, and several aunts, uncles, cousins and friends. Robert was predeceased by his paternal grandparents, Joseph and Mary Mangiafico and his maternal grandmother, Josephine Serra. Relatives and friends may call at the Paul A. Shaker/Farmingdale Funeral Home, 764 Farmington Avenue, New Britain. Monday, March 24 from 5 - 8 p.m. Directions to funeral home: I-84 East or West - Exit 37 (Fienemann Road) Right off exit - one mile down on right. The entombment of Robert's ashes will be held Tuesday, March 25 at 11:30 a.m. in the Columbarium of St. Mary's Mausoleum, St. Mary Cemetery, Stanley Street, New Britain. To share a memory of Robert or to extend condolences to the Mangiafico Family, please visit our website at www.shaker funeralhome.com

This is Robert Mangiafico and myself taking over the Summer of 2007.
He passed away on March 17 2008.
Robert, was a truly wonderful person. He could make you laugh at even the lowest moments of your life. I am very happy and I am honored to have had in my life and knowing that at the time of his death, he wanted me to know how much he loved me. The last time we spoke, I did tell him how much I loved him and will always love him and that no matter what was going on with him, together, we could of worked it out.
His words were, " If we are against each other, we can't accomplish anything, if we are working together, we can do anything".
Every day, he never forgot to say these three things to me
"Have I told you how beautiful you are"
"Have I told you how wonderful you are"
" I am a lucky man"
He and I were together, not because I had money, he supported me financially, emotionally, he was my ROCK. We were together for one reason, TRUE LOVE.
He and I had a fantastic relationship. We enjoyed life. We had plans. We laughed all the time. He showed me nothing but LOVE, RESPECT, and a person you could count on.
I am thankful that I had the real Rob and that is all I needed.
He would drive hours just to spend one day with me. I know there is a lot of pain right now, for some people. Cherish what you have and that is LIFE.
I will never hear him laugh again, nor will I ever have him here to lift my spirits up.
I will never feel his arms around me or his passionate kisses.
I will never be able to lay my head on his chest.
I will never have a chance to complain about his snoring, or how when we have children, they will have not "BUTTS" because well he and I didn't.
I will never hear his voice again.
We will never dream our dreams together....again.
We will never sit up, watching Television, eating junk food....again.
We will never go to our favorite beach, in Dover Delaware, where we drank and danced and strolled the beaches.
We will never be able to take road trips again.
We were inseperable from our very first date and now we are seperated forever.
I don't regret anything when it comes to US. I am just greatful for the time I had with a wonderful, kind, caring man, who was truly a gift from GOD.
I have no time for Bitterness or WHAT IF'S.
I don't have time for negativity.
I do have a second chance at life and Rob would want me to continue, achieve my goals, remember him and on days I feel like crying and saying WHAT IF.....LAUGH with him because he will always be with me.
Remember him and all the good times.
Laugh and live, like there is no tomorrow, because life is too short to sweat the small stuff.
In life, he loved me very much and he died loving me very much.
As in life and now death............. I love him and he will always be with me, in spirit.
To those he left behind, whether you are hurt and angry because of things.
Remember the good times and hold fast to your loved ones.
Let go and Live.